Chasing Fireflies

I’ve been wandering through the dark

wondering how to chase that fireflies 

in the midnight sunset of paradise 

trying myself to catch that fireflies in a jar   

a constant rage of a wild imagination 

i luckily caught some fireflies in a huge jar

although it’s impossible to do to catch a firefly i still got the chance to grab and keep inside the jar and was able to close it

As i walk through the forest while trying to chase some other fireflies there was a dionysus sound of a creature but didn’t know where it is coming from so i also search for it at the glimpse of the dark while chasing some fireflies from all over the forest with the help of my mini lantern

Philippine Independence Day

Philippine Independence Day is an annual national holiday in the Philippines observed every sunday June 12 of the Year but I honestly want to tell this that I am and will always be a Filipino at heart and I will always believe in this saying that says "Mahalin natin ang sariling atin. Ating ipagpatibay, ating ipagpasalamat. Wikang atin, Wika ng Saliksik." 

I may be a Chinese blooded person but I am proud to say that I am still one of those Filipino People and I am a proud Filipino at heart and I can also speak and understand Tagalog as well like those fellow Filipino People in our country which is Philippines.

this is really a time of the year that i am bound to reflect with my inner self to be reminded that no matter what happen I am still one of those Filipino People as well.

To all my friends:

.... Happy Philippine Independence Day!

THE LADIES’ GUIDE TO BEST FRIENDS DAY

People often looking for Best friends to celebrate Best Friends Day, But the question is what if you already have? That someone special in your life whom you can can or consider them as best friend the one that can give you the best advice with and can also treat you as their own family as well.

Who says Best Friends Day is only for those who have a group of friends? Here are 9 things you can do to celebrate Best Friends Day, THE LADY’S WAY!

1. Finding yourself a special someone.

Let’s find it. Most of our day to day activities are boring and our life have become a rollercoaster ride. Find s special someone that you can also call or consider as your best friend and that special Someone that can also treat you like their own family as well and give them some extra TLC (tender loving care) go and ask them if they are fine all the time wether you need something from them or not you should treat them still like they are also part of your family even though they are not your blood.

2. ACTIVATE THAT EFFORT IN YOU.

If you have been treated with kindness and they also treated you like their own family of your special someone, now’s the perfect time to make an effort for them! Help them to promote their business or perhaps write or give them a loveletter too so that they will feel that they are loved and treated the same as they treat you like their own family as well and be honest with them all the time. Value your friendship with the special someone in your life.

3. CELEBRATE LOVE OF FRIENDSHIP.

No Group of Friends yet? NO PROBLEM!  Chat with your special someone on this special day to let them know that you are thinking of them, greet them a happy Best friends Day as well so that they will feel that they are loved and special because they know that you treated them as your best friend as well! Believe me I am sure that it will work!

4. GO ON A TRIP OR BIRTHDAY CELEB.

Since Best friends Day falls on a weekday, why not go with them as well or you can also celebrate their birthday celebration If they invited you to go and celebrate on their special day and buy them gifts as well so that they will also feel loved and special and oh you can also make them a slideshow with video greetings inside so that their birthday celebration will be extra special too.

5. HIT THE MALL.

If you are looking something to give to your special someone, nothing ever beats the feeling of buying gifts. Now’s the time to wrap your gifts to give to your special someone in your life whom you can also call me consider them as one of your second family and prepare for that big day on the next day.

6.GO ON A PHOTOSHOOT WITH THEM.

Who cares about having Group of Friends when you can take photos with your special someone? If you are into taking photos with more than enough phone memory, I think it’s about time to get going and take photos with him or her or with them as well.

7. PLAN A MEMORABLE BFF GOALS.

Trust me when I say that you're planning on making a memorable bff goals make a scrapbook or include them in your journal as well! Being with your special someone in your life takes a great effort to stay in each other's lives! Your special someone in your life will feel loved and special if you also include one of your memorable friendship goals together in your journal or perhaps in your scrapbook promise it will really Work. Cherish those wonderful moments that you had together with your special someone in your life or in other words your favorite person as well! ☺️☺️.

8. GO ON AN OUTING WITH THEM.

Since Best friends Day falls on WEDNESDAY this year, it is but right to go on an outing with your special someone or perhaps your favorite person in your life. This is your time to bond more with your special someone in your life to make that favorite person or special someone of yours feel loved and special so that your next Best friends Day will be sweeter than this year’s.

9.Motivate your special someone as well.

Since Best Friends Day falls every year you also have to send motivational quotes to your special someone or perhaps in other words your favorite person so that their lives will go up as well in other languages hilain mo Sila ng pataas hindi pababa so that they will feel motivated and inspired everyday as they travel and work.Not only that you will also brighten up their day by sending them motivational quotes all the time and whether there's a Best Friends Day or not still you will have to motivate them l the time so that they will know and feel that they are loved and special. Your Special someone or perhaps your favorite person will keep on smiling everyday as they do their work or perhaps when they travel as well.

To be with your special someone or favorite person in your life doesn’t always mean you’ll have to go with group of friends all the time. Surround yourself with the love of your special someone or favorite person in your life.Happy Best Friends Day, Beshies! I hope you’ll have a blast! Spread the LOVE!

The Most Painful Feeling in the World

 As I was sitting on our dining table this morning while chatting my someone special, I just remembered and thought of something that comes out to my mind, “What is the most painful feeling in the world?

When i asked myself that question, I never knew what comes up to my mind; not because I know nothing of it, but I know most of it (the feeling). It took me quite a while to phrase my answer in such a way it would not appear as too deep. “Perhaps it’s being unwanted, unloved and being avoided."

  So here I am writing this entry because I owe it to myself.

THE MOST PAINFUL FEELING(S) IN THE WORLD

1. It’s when you wake up in the wee hours of the morning wanting to talk to somebody about something bothering you but nobody’s there to talk to you;

2. It’s when you send a message (FB, SMS, etc.) in any communication platform but end up getting seen-zoned;

3. That feeling when you're feeling depressed and end up crying every night and cannot explain how you feel.

4. It’s when you want to finish editing your vlog on your phone but keeps on running out of memory and can't finish doing your vlog;

5. It’s when you want to write or put up something even just a poem on your blogsite but you cannot think of any idea that will come up because you are still being bothered or you're still wondering on what are you going to put on your blogsite.

(PLEASE GIVE JUSTICE TO THOSE FIVE WORDS WRITTEN ABOVE);

6. It’s when waiting for someone to say goodnight, you end up waiting for several hours no matter how droopy your eyes already are, end up sleeping through the long wait and waking up realizing your inbox is still empty;

7. It’s when he/she’s online, and knows you’re also online but couldn’t even drop you a line or two;

8. It's when you realize that some connections will never be able to explain.

9.It's when you realize that some people stay and some people will leave on your life.

10.If you are really curious enough you can sense from what is real to fake especially when you realize that you are already being avoided by some people around you.

11.It's when your childhood BFF has a new group of friends from other country that she lived in and starts to forget and avoid you.

12. It's when you get so emotional hearing the word "Goodbye or farewell in other words but have nothing to do but accept them;

13.It's when you feel irritated or annoyed so fast without any reason and wanting to cry especially during night time when you fall asleep but have nothing to do with them.

There are a lot of painful feelings in the world; emotional, physical pain, etc. But the emotional pain is something that time could possibly heal, but will leave you scarred for life. Yes, it will heal. But it will leave a mark that someday, in one way or another, make you remember how much pain you have gone through and how much you had to struggle to get through it.

Not all who bore this kind of pain survived. But it does not make them any weaker. Because I believe each of us has a story to tell. And it is in knowing the story that we can truly understand why people who gave up in the middle of the race, did not make it at the end of the finish line. But there are also some people survived in some ways.

REMINISCENCE: My childhood in Review

Even as a kid I was never really in particular of how or what transpired in my life for one whole year. Yes i also have been keeping a journal since i was in my college Days however i only sought to writing on it whenever i felt too happy or too upset or felt bored.That is how i went about it.

But let me make this year an exception because there are alot of things to remember and to be thankful for this 2023. They may come in small packages but the contents are big enough and lreallycallfor some mentioning and celebrating. 

If my 2020 was a one of a rollercoaster ride well then this 2023 was one of the greatest things happen to me because i finally met some new friends here in Negros Occidental 

Building Friendship (A Lenten Reflection)

 “Come now, let us set things right, says the Lord: Though your sins be like scarlet, they may become white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they may become white as wool” (Isaiah 1:18). 

During my childhood days I never had a chance to write or make a Lenten reflection in my life but this time I will make this an exception and grab the opportunity to make a lenten reflection for the first time.

Today I realized that building a friendship with some kind of people is not just important but you can also count on them in times of emergency and it is important to ask for forgiveness to them especially when you hurt or when you are being mean to them at first.

For me being close to someone special that is close to me takes time to adjust, to accept and etc.And I thank God  for giving me an opportunity to write a loveletter and asking for forgiveness to someone special in my life that turned out to be our neighbor as well for the wrong things I had done to her or to them before during our first transfer here at Avida village Talisay City Negros Occidental.

I have also come to realize that the people who are close you and to your heart can also be part of your life and a journey as a person.

And we all have that realizations in heart that comes up to your mind that makes you also realize that asking for forgiveness and allowing those people to become part of your life.

In this Lenten season I realized that making a friendship is not just important to your life but you can also give a value to it like accepting and allowing those people who are close to you to become part of your life and treating them like a family as well no matter she or he is your neighborhood or not still you will treat them equally and allowing them to be part of your life.